I want to soar II
by Ren Concha
I wish that someday the wind will change it's direction,
at the same time the water will change it's flow,
and someday at the same time, I can be the main protagonist in action,
yet I was so foolish to dream, I know.
Honestly I don't know if I'm trying my best.
I'm doing these and those but I still feel empty.
I'm desperately trying to think, but please give it a rest,
cause nothing, I can only think of nothing but things that are unworthy.
In reality, I'm useless,
in fantasy, I'm a hero
Look at the difference
There's too much to know
And actually now, I fear so much that I can't open my eyes,
I don't have any confidence to speak,
I'm afraid to listen to those words which I call lies,
I feel so disgusting that it makes me sick.
I don't have any strength to fight!
Even though I continue to live with just might
I'll still end up losing
Just like how my life right now is ending.
But I know it doesn't end here or there.
right now I'm still working with my resolve.
A resolve stronger than the strongest thing in the world.
And all left to do is to believe, have faith and win.
And I hereby promise, once again, I will soar!