What I Learned Love is

What I Learned Love is
By Ren Concha

When are you going to stop crying?
Why wait for someone who isn't coming,
Why won't you see me? Just so you know,
I'm waiting for you who is waiting for him.

Just move on! You should stop!
That person won't come.
Just let me be the one to hold you tight
And make me be the one you wait for every night.

I'll take that person's spot and seat in your life.
I'll do it and I will always be right by your side.
I won't leave you like that person did.

I'll walk with you into the twilight's darkness.
I'll take your hand and make you feel happiness
Just the thought of us being together
Makes me cry tears that last forever

My heart that's seeing you like this can't take it no more
It is hurting the very same way as yours
My gaze, my eyes, my heart, and my soul that is looking at you
is the same as your gaze, eyes, heart, and soul
that looks at the seat that person left.

Can you please turn around and look at me now?
Please give me a chance too! I'll take a bow!
I'll cover up the scar that person left in you with pride.
I'll take it upon myself, making up for it forever by your side
So give me a chance...

I want to give you everything I have
And shower you with all my love
Even if you remember the painful memories
I'll definitely erase them all and throw them in seas
Where it'll continue to live on, oh how much I pray this.

How I hope you could hold this heart.
Yes I'm weak so please don't depart.
I love you this much and my heart is still like this
If you are by my side I know there's nothing I’ll miss
Even if something happens out of the blue
I can reach out as long as it is you
Even after today and till whenever
I know we'll love each other forever

With that brightest smile of yours sparkling my world
With the endless shower of flowers in my world
I curse this path that we've always walked on
Dye it with the brightest light ever live
For your sake I absolutely live and survive.
I want to do anything for you
and this was what I learned what love is.

Joys of Life

Joys of Life (If only we could see what we are meant to be)
By Ren Concha

Life runs along the way, last for miles,
but as for some it cuts short, and for others so short.

So let's look ahead.
With our wishful dreams and hopes for future.
The darkness of sorrow, the light of happiness.
The swift breeze of morning, the warm atmosphere of noon.
Thousand leaves dancing at our feet.
Walking into the light of an anonymous.

And now we've come across the path.
All things we ought to know, now full of doubts.
Tears fall so heavily yet no one sees.
Cries, echo, ears itself can't hear.
Broken hearts all around.
Shatters and fall all around us.
As we fall to our knees, clutching our chests and weep in pain,
Does no one see?
Both broken life and broken dream?

As we are a part of nature,
the sky cries a broken song,
as we cry along to its shattering melody, studded rhythm
and of a once beautiful love song.

And as our relationships broaden there comes our friends.
Friends may come and go,
Some move along with their lives, leaving us behind.
Yet some stay and never let go.
Hands reach out as others never even try.

And everyone has a family.
A father that holds a young and talented daughter.
A mother that holds a strong and proud little boy
The future's bequest that they do see yet you do not see.

The world turns and spins.
And in the middle is where we stand.
In a twisting web, a tree of life.

Victim of Cruelty

Victim of Cruelty (I’m human but that is all that I am)
By Ren Concha

Why was life never made easy?
I wonder when it was ever made right.
I’m human but that is all that I am.
I’m not made to live life through everything all alone.
I can't take every throw everyone's hitting at me.
I can stand only through so many before I fall.
And when I finally do...
Will everyone see all the bruises and scars they have left on me?
Then will they finally notice my tear-jerking face?
The misty confusion in my eyes?
I wonder what...
What have I done?
Was I wrong for trying to be there for you?
Was I so wrong for loving you?
I try to stand, they tripped me
I'm down, they stepped on my hands, I can't fight back.
They threw an arrow and dagger both through my heart.
And as I weep I say "I’m sorry" over and over again.
Do my words reach their ears?
Do my cries reach them at all?
They badmouthed and laugh at my back
They say cruel things that feel like a cut in my back.
I feel the hurt and the pain from the betrayal.
That is even friendship is snapping like a branch from once healthy tree.
We used to laugh and smile,
but now they throw stones and I’m left to take to the fall.
Will they notice me when I’m gone?
Will they notice me when I leave?
Cause I can no longer take the pain of them walking all over me?
If you could, would you silence the stone for me?

belated HAPPY NEW YEAR.


Well~ Happy New Year!!!
going back to the past...
i can absolutely say that 2009
was the worst and most painful year of my life
yet the best and the most happiest of my life
coz it's When we discover our Love~ :]
simply WHEN I MET YOU~ :)

Thanks God!!!!